Is that what you call a get away?

Tell me what you got away with. I know we’d both like to forget everything that has happened. we've become strangers. strangers with a past. lately, I am realizing that I don’t really miss you. I miss the way you made me feel. even if it was a lie.

It's funny how hello always ends with good bye, it's funny how remembering good memories can make you cry, it's funny how forever never seems to really last. It's funny how friends can just leave you when your down, it's funny how when you need someone they're never around. It's funny how crazy and ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of all is that none of that seems funny to me.

if we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say what we wanted to say, every telephone booth, every cell phone would be occupied by people calling others to stammer that they loved them.

I don't know how to be something you miss. I never imagined we'd end like this. "You're only a loud a certain amount of tears per man and I've used up all mine." I was standing there crying in the kitchen, it's been one of those mornins that's gonna last all day. Sometimes, we must know that it's not pride. Sometimes it's called self-respect

Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing ever. But to hold it together when everyone else thinks you'd fall apart is true strength. It happens to everyone as they grow up... you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the memories, but you find yourself moving on. I may never know your reasons why, but someday I'm gonna see the good in your goodbye. Callin your name, it's a waste of my breath. Stirrin up ashes, tryin to find passion where there's no love left, it's like tryna put smoke back in this cigarette. No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you. That someone will take all that you are, and rip it into pieces and they won’t even watch where the pieces land. But through the breakdown, you’ll learn something about yourself. You’ll learn that you’re strong. And no matter how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone.

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I'm really tired of being the bigger person in situations where I shouldn't have to be.

You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.

Words may sting, but silence breaks the heart. i think we spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough. we waste too much time putting ourselves down that we don't ever stop to see that we are good enough. we spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.

You used to shine so bright,

But i watched all of it fade.

Point our rockin chairs towards the west. This is my favorite. I hope I have a daughter just like this someday. The Old Country Store: My place of employment. I'd love to get married in this. Fireflies. She had on a new dress and she curled her hair She was looking too good not to go somewhere. Beautiful Plantation! Dream house. All this time I was wastin hopin you would come around. i've been givin out chances and all you do is let me down. it's taken me this long baby, but i've figured you out. You can tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you like I did before. You've got your share of secrets and i'm tired of bein last to know.

If there's a plane or a bus leavin dallas, I hope you're on it. If there's a train movin fast down the tracks, I hope you caught it.Cause I swear out there ain’t where you ought to be. So catch a ride, catch a cab. Don’t you know I miss you bad. But don’t you walk to me…Baby run, cut a path across the blue skies. Straight in a straight line, you can’t get here fast enough.Find a truck and fire it up. Lean on the gas, and off the clutch. Leave dallas in the dust.I need you in a rush, so baby run.

Where there's a cloud, don't mean there's rain. Tears in my eyes, don't mean there's pain. Don't flatter yourself, I'm over you.

How'd we end up this way See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy? And you're doing your best to avoid me. I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us, How I was losing my mind when I saw you here But you held your pride like you should have held me. Oh, I'm scared to see the ending, why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how. I've never heard silence quite this loud

"All of the wrong people always look so right to me." -Andy Warhol

“If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them.” — Christorpher Morley

this is gonna make us stronger, it's gonna make forever longer, i know it'd be easier walking away but, what we got is real, and i wanna save us, baby, we can do it, baby, we'll get through it cause love don't run, love don't hide, it won't turn away or back down from a fight, baby, i'm right here, and i ain't going anywhere, love's too tough, it won't give up, no not on us.

Short & blah.

To my couple friends who i know read this blog. I love you.

You can start a love with good intentions and you look up and it's gone.

People change and forget to tell you.

Excuse my chubbiness.
Cowgirls don't cry.



Have you ever thought to yourself, "I can't get over this, it hurts so much, I know it was true love"? Well, I'm guilty of these thoughts. But lately I've realized that not being treated right or the way you want to be by anyone is upsetting. It is a let down and that's what breaks your heart. That you were let down. Just because something hurts, doesn't mean it was love.



You always hear people talking about the things they can't say or do. They don't want to tell people how they feel deep down, because they're afraid they won't hear the reply they want. I'm here to tell you to take the plunge. Say what your heart feels. Don't hold back. I spilled my heart to the boy I love. It didn't change anything and even though that was let down, it was better than keeping my emotions buried inside always wondering what could have been if I just would've told him how I felt. Now I know that I've given 100% and I've put my heart on the line to save a love that was gone a long time ago. Someday he might regret not doing something different when he had the chance, but as for me, I'll live regret free knowing I gave it my all.

The truth never set me free,

So I did it myself.

"I guess in this society being male and an asshole makes you worth our time."
Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot, and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see her again.
-John Mayer

she's got a lot of patience
to still be waiting for him.

“I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.”

“If you’re afraid of everyone leaving you, what do you do? You leave first, so you don’t have to watch them walk away.”

“There are things we do because we convince ourselves it would be better for everyone involved. We tell ourselves it’s the right thing to do, the altruistic thing to do. It’s far easier than telling ourselves the truth.”

“It is the things you cannot see coming that are strong enough to kill you.”

“You can’t look back - you just have to put the past behind you, and find something better in your future.” — Jodi Picoult

“The world is rarely the way it’s suppose to be. And given the chance, we don’t have to wait for someone to make messes of our lives. We do a good enough job ourselves.”

“One of the best lessons you’ll ever learn is how to pick yourself up again, and in order to do that, you have to stumble.

you still mean everything to her,
your just not worth the fight anymore

He shrugged off all the words I had been fumbling over for days. He ignored all the tears in my eyes as he said “Just do whatever you want.” But I refused to back down like I had been for months. I looked him in eyes with fire in my words and said, “I will do what I want because I’m sick of doing what you want. I’m not saying ‘It’s okay’ anymore because you know what? It’s not okay.”

It's funny how easily we get attached to someone we'veknown for a short time. It's even funnier to feel hurtwhen that someone starts to value you less than heused to. And you can't even complain about it, sinceyou're just attached. Not committed.