Short & blah.

To my couple friends who i know read this blog. I love you.

You can start a love with good intentions and you look up and it's gone.

People change and forget to tell you.

Excuse my chubbiness.
Cowgirls don't cry.



Have you ever thought to yourself, "I can't get over this, it hurts so much, I know it was true love"? Well, I'm guilty of these thoughts. But lately I've realized that not being treated right or the way you want to be by anyone is upsetting. It is a let down and that's what breaks your heart. That you were let down. Just because something hurts, doesn't mean it was love.



You always hear people talking about the things they can't say or do. They don't want to tell people how they feel deep down, because they're afraid they won't hear the reply they want. I'm here to tell you to take the plunge. Say what your heart feels. Don't hold back. I spilled my heart to the boy I love. It didn't change anything and even though that was let down, it was better than keeping my emotions buried inside always wondering what could have been if I just would've told him how I felt. Now I know that I've given 100% and I've put my heart on the line to save a love that was gone a long time ago. Someday he might regret not doing something different when he had the chance, but as for me, I'll live regret free knowing I gave it my all.

The truth never set me free,

So I did it myself.

"I guess in this society being male and an asshole makes you worth our time."
Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot, and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see her again.
-John Mayer

she's got a lot of patience
to still be waiting for him.

“I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.”

“If you’re afraid of everyone leaving you, what do you do? You leave first, so you don’t have to watch them walk away.”

“There are things we do because we convince ourselves it would be better for everyone involved. We tell ourselves it’s the right thing to do, the altruistic thing to do. It’s far easier than telling ourselves the truth.”

“It is the things you cannot see coming that are strong enough to kill you.”

“You can’t look back - you just have to put the past behind you, and find something better in your future.” — Jodi Picoult

“The world is rarely the way it’s suppose to be. And given the chance, we don’t have to wait for someone to make messes of our lives. We do a good enough job ourselves.”

“One of the best lessons you’ll ever learn is how to pick yourself up again, and in order to do that, you have to stumble.

you still mean everything to her,
your just not worth the fight anymore

He shrugged off all the words I had been fumbling over for days. He ignored all the tears in my eyes as he said “Just do whatever you want.” But I refused to back down like I had been for months. I looked him in eyes with fire in my words and said, “I will do what I want because I’m sick of doing what you want. I’m not saying ‘It’s okay’ anymore because you know what? It’s not okay.”

It's funny how easily we get attached to someone we'veknown for a short time. It's even funnier to feel hurtwhen that someone starts to value you less than heused to. And you can't even complain about it, sinceyou're just attached. Not committed.

One of these days you're gonna love me.

How difficult are women really? How hard is it to kiss her in the rain and tell her she's beautiful?

Stella: Ted?
Ted: You picked the wrong guy. You made a really, really, really bad choice. What were you thinking? That guy? Are you kidding me? Have you learned nothing in the last eight years? You're just gonna regret this. You know that, right? You are going to regret this, and now there is nothing you can do about it because it's too late. All you can do now is go up there and start your crappy, disappointing life that will never be nearly as happy as the one you could have had with me. Good-bye.
Stella: Ted, wait.
Ted: Look, Stella, I am not here to win you back. I am here because I need to know that you know you made the biggest mistake of your life.
Stella: I know


"what's love got to do with it? Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken?"

“I will never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill on it.”

My idea of a perfect time

I don't go tanning tanning anymore because Obama put a 10 percent tax on tanning. McCain would never put a 10 percent tax on tanning. Because he's pale and would probably want to be tan. Obama doesn't have that problem. Obviously. - Snooki.
My best friend and her pissed face.

Miley & Mama

Can't you see it? She loves you more than you could
imagine. It's in her eyes, it's in her voice, it's in her
smile. She's so different when you're around. So much happier.

-You're gonna regret what you've done. You're gonna wish you had me back
-You're right.
He knew he made a mistake. you could see it in his face, every time she walked into the room, he wished he hadn't done that to her.


"i wish i could freeze this moment, somehow delay my final decision, and just hang here in the balance between two places, two worlds, two loves."

:)

"Let's make this last forever."

"Be Free"

"If someone hurts you, make the bitch pay" -Katy Perry

"And I will hold on hope and I won't let you choke on the noose around your neck.And I'll find strength in pain and I will change my ways. I'll know my name as it's called again"
"A drop in the ocean, a change in the weather, I was praying that you and me

might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stare at the desert, but i'm

holding you closer than most"

There'll be peace when you are done. Lay your weary head to rest.
Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves; we simply awaken it. But in order to do that, we need the other person. The universe only makes sense when we have someone to share our feelings with.
-Paulo Coelho

If want to be happy. Be.

Wisdom
you can run, but you cannot hide
treat people as if they were what they should be
if you get caught in a lie, it will be assumed that it is not the first lie that you told
with more knowledge comes greater doubt
when children stand quiet, they have done some harm
love is a constantly growing experience
telling the truth is a brave act
a moment on the lips a lifetime on the hips
hesitate for a good reason
organize your day in the morning
a disease known is half cured
choose the way that seems the best, however rough it may be
do not look too far ahead or you'll lose sight of the road
the best advice is `don't give it'



Things to be happy about.
making notes in the margins
embracing your own style
a couch I can stretch out on
having good intentions
"HELP", By the Beatles
birds soaring
no-leak shower curtains
when girls wore hair ribbons
a porch with rocking chairs
talking to cousins on the phone
stopping trying to figure out what someone meant - and just ask
jotting down thoughts on whatever scraps of paper are handy
taking your first evening off in a long time
saying your piece
frying chicken like the Colonel
a group of people gathered around a summer night's bonfire
patchwork quilts <3
getting new puppies (Miley & Sammi)
making it to your next class in time
a practical wedding budget
tall French doors opening onto a terrace that looks out over the river
that every problem has a solution
making a snow angel
going into my hideout
people who take a hint
the feel of hardcover books
& the blanket you snuggle under.

on the outside I look fragile,

but on the inside there's something you can't crush.

My advice to everyone is that you write. It helps you grow as a person. You don't have to make sense when you write, I know that often I don't. Writing is about YOU, it's about letting your thoughts out of your head, it's about expressing your feelings. Even if it's one sentence a day, every one should write.

Every day I feel want to give up on something. A relationship with someone, my job, or school. But then I remember that God never gives me too much to handle. He knows my limits. He knows when enough is enough. When the load gets to heavy, he's right there to help. All I have to do is ask. What's the use in giving up and staying in bed to hide from the world? I should be out in this world living my life. All of it, even the hard parts. After all, Jesus died for us, so that we could live for him. As I start another long week, I will be grateful to just be alive. I will think about making right choices every day and start each new day with the verse, "This is the day that the lord has made. We shall rejoice and be glad in it".

Dreams really do come true.


Sometimes you just like people, no matter what they've done.
HAHAHAHA.

This is sooo funny, but true. Girls will find any reason to stay, even when they have all the support from their friends to leave.

That ain't my perfume, I bet she had a curfew.
You told me you were out with the boys and baby I believed you
So why you lookin' so nervous? You know you kind of deserve this.
I ought to kill you right now and do the whole wide world a service.