Monday, January 24, 2011

Shoes don't stretch and men don't change.

There is no such thing as too much to handle, there's only too weak to handle it.
You just weren't strong enough to be my man, so don't try to make that my fault.
When you see me with someone else, I hope you imagine it's you.
It's your fault it's not.

You have no attachment to anyone, unless you allow yourself to be attached.
Don't do it. Anyone can leave you anytime they want to, so don't depend on them to stay.
No matter how great you think they are, if they don't see how great you are.. let them go.
You aren't attached to anyone.



There's no need to spend time trying to be like someone else.
There's nothing better than being your own self.
Even if you like different things from everyone else.
Be proud of who you are.
"One day you'll crash into this wall you've built"















do you know what it feels like loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away?

Somethings in life just don't make sense, so we put it in the past and we move on. dont worry about who's not thinking about you, because somewhere someone is.
im always attracted to anyone that's emotionally unavailable.
Be happy you didn't get stuck with someone who didn't know how great you are.














Sunday, February 21, 2010

Change of Heart.

Winter always holds magical moments up until the end. Towards the end of winter, you just want it to be over. As winter disappears, the snow turns to slush and the once green, yet now brown grass starts to show through. The snow on the street turns to the yuck gray color and everyone starts to smile at the nasty appearance the earth is showing off.
Spring is on it's way. That means warmer weather, beautiful rain showers, and blossoming flowers. Though rain is often associated with gloom and sadness with dark skies, the spring showers are something I find quite wonderful. After the rain, the sun slowly peaks around the dark cloud and soon to follow a beautiful sight that brings happiness to many people. Spring always holds many days showing rainbows in the sky. Some are bright easy to be spotted rainbows and some are faint and barely peaking around the clouds. These are the smiles that seem to be saying, "Peek-a-boo, there is hope". They leave me replying, "I found you and my hope". Along with the change of season, I have had a change of heart.
It's the little things that keep me hanging on.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Faith Above All Else

As a christian, I have full faith that my future is in God's hands. However, It's hard for me to relax and not worry about my future. Since I was twelve years old, here I am wanting to be a nurse. I almost lost my life. After spending time in the hospital, I don't want to do that anymore. Nursing does not feel right for me. I have lost my interest. I lose my interest in everything. That's what scares me about the future. If I am constantly losing interest, how will I ever be completely happy? Put my faith in God. Trust in him. Pray. This is how I make it through my day. Through the stress and worry, I remember, even if I can't see the signs now they're going to come. He is in control of my life.
"I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me"

Friday, February 5, 2010

The Unexpected

It seems as though no matter what I do I am never satisfied. It happens every day in almost every decision I make. If I choose an outfit that I assume is going to be perfect, before the end of the night it is not what I expected it to be. If I order dinner based on the picture, it is never what I expected it to be. If I date a guy that seems exciting, he really turns out to be a hassle. If I date what seems to be the perfect guy, it's boring. Is there never a happy medium in life? I'm starting to wonder. I always see the "perfect couple" that always seems to be happy, smiling, taking in every minute of their life together. Honestly, It makes me jealous. After so many memories together, suddenly she is unhappy. Did anyone see that coming? Again, it's not what we expected. There is much more to life than what meets the eye. It is true, nothing is ever what it seems. Does that make it exciting? Or only leaving everyone feeling let down? Either way, there is never a dull moment. If there is one thing I have learned in this life, it's to expect the unexpected.