Saturday, April 2, 2011

bum dum di dum

Sometimes, I tend to love what I don't have, and forget what I do have. the secret is, i trust people much too easily. when someone asks for my attention, i more than happily plunge into their gaze, smile too much and listen too much. i create a false image of someone else on my own. i believe their sincerity with my whole heart. therefore, i'm my own downfall and there's not one person to blame besides myself. a man never forgets the woman he couldn't have. a woman never forgets the man she could have had.
Logic can get you from A to B, but imagination takes you anywhere. -albert e. You can’t look back & go forward at the same time. You have to realize that what has been left behind will not walk forward with you. Sometimes it takes a really good fall to know where you stand. -Hayley Williams

Welcome to today: another day, another chance, feel free to change.
“She ain’t gonna be able to love you like I will, She is a stranger, You and I have history, Or don’t you remember?” — Adele, Rumour has it one too many drinks tonight and i miss you like you were mine love and electricity are one in the same. my dear if you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, and touch is felt, then you’re not really in love at all. I must've misread all the signals you never sent.
real men don't base their preference of women on the pant sizes.
Everytime you judge yourself, you hurt yourself.







boring

"Instead I hoped for what all girls hope for in my situation. That he'd change his mind, come to his senses, realize what he had in me and discover that I couldn't be replaced. I kept thinking and evening say out loud, "Nobody will love him like i love him" which I know realize is far from a selling point to a man." Love the one your with is one of my favorite books.









Thursday, March 31, 2011

Is that what you call a get away?

Tell me what you got away with. I know we’d both like to forget everything that has happened. we've become strangers. strangers with a past. lately, I am realizing that I don’t really miss you. I miss the way you made me feel. even if it was a lie.
It's funny how hello always ends with good bye, it's funny how remembering good memories can make you cry, it's funny how forever never seems to really last. It's funny how friends can just leave you when your down, it's funny how when you need someone they're never around. It's funny how crazy and ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of all is that none of that seems funny to me.

if we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say what we wanted to say, every telephone booth, every cell phone would be occupied by people calling others to stammer that they loved them.

I don't know how to be something you miss. I never imagined we'd end like this. "You're only a loud a certain amount of tears per man and I've used up all mine." I was standing there crying in the kitchen, it's been one of those mornins that's gonna last all day. Sometimes, we must know that it's not pride. Sometimes it's called self-respect
Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing ever. But to hold it together when everyone else thinks you'd fall apart is true strength. It happens to everyone as they grow up... you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the memories, but you find yourself moving on. I may never know your reasons why, but someday I'm gonna see the good in your goodbye. Callin your name, it's a waste of my breath. Stirrin up ashes, tryin to find passion where there's no love left, it's like tryna put smoke back in this cigarette. No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you. That someone will take all that you are, and rip it into pieces and they won’t even watch where the pieces land. But through the breakdown, you’ll learn something about yourself. You’ll learn that you’re strong. And no matter how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

blah update.

I'm really tired of being the bigger person in situations where I shouldn't have to be.
You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.
Words may sting, but silence breaks the heart. i think we spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough. we waste too much time putting ourselves down that we don't ever stop to see that we are good enough. we spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

You used to shine so bright,

But i watched all of it fade.

Point our rockin chairs towards the west. This is my favorite. I hope I have a daughter just like this someday. The Old Country Store: My place of employment. I'd love to get married in this. Fireflies. She had on a new dress and she curled her hair She was looking too good not to go somewhere. Beautiful Plantation! Dream house. All this time I was wastin hopin you would come around. i've been givin out chances and all you do is let me down. it's taken me this long baby, but i've figured you out. You can tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe you like I did before. You've got your share of secrets and i'm tired of bein last to know.


If there's a plane or a bus leavin dallas, I hope you're on it. If there's a train movin fast down the tracks, I hope you caught it.Cause I swear out there ain’t where you ought to be. So catch a ride, catch a cab. Don’t you know I miss you bad. But don’t you walk to me…Baby run, cut a path across the blue skies. Straight in a straight line, you can’t get here fast enough.Find a truck and fire it up. Lean on the gas, and off the clutch. Leave dallas in the dust.I need you in a rush, so baby run.


Where there's a cloud, don't mean there's rain. Tears in my eyes, don't mean there's pain. Don't flatter yourself, I'm over you.

How'd we end up this way See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy? And you're doing your best to avoid me. I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us, How I was losing my mind when I saw you here But you held your pride like you should have held me. Oh, I'm scared to see the ending, why are we pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how. I've never heard silence quite this loud


"All of the wrong people always look so right to me." -Andy Warhol
“If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them.” — Christorpher Morley


this is gonna make us stronger, it's gonna make forever longer, i know it'd be easier walking away but, what we got is real, and i wanna save us, baby, we can do it, baby, we'll get through it cause love don't run, love don't hide, it won't turn away or back down from a fight, baby, i'm right here, and i ain't going anywhere, love's too tough, it won't give up, no not on us.