Monday, February 14, 2011

I have every reason to smile from ear to ear when I awake each morning,

God blessed me with the best things life can give. An unbreakable friendship. Some people were just meant to be best friends.
Someone to kiss me.
A best friend to be inappropriate with.
A best friend to always hold my hand.


A best friend who's seen me through it all.

Two kids who think I hung the moon.Ray and Punkin. Two best friends that I share some of my
favorite memories with <3
I don't know why I ever doubt the love I have been blessed with.

My two favorite people in this world. "there's no place like home"










Saturday, February 12, 2011

some use water, others use beer..

Chasin my whiskey with you..






































I'm just me, whatever that may be.

Random post, fitting for a random person.
This is my dream.








I'm country strong, hard to break, like the ground I grew up on. You may fool me and I'll fall, but I won't stay down long, cause I'm country strong. "You can't put your arms around a memory." Who doesn't want to just be themselves? Being like everyone will never make you stand out to anyone. Be whatever you want to be.







































































Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I know you well enough to know

You never loved me.

Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you?



And all of this was all your fault.































































Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I get a little bit stronger.













"He lied to you a thousand times, he hurt you twice as much as that, & you're gonna tell me you love him? For what, breaking your heart?"

For over a year, I've been trying to move forward with my life. I have fallen back into your arms, your bed, your game, many times. It's not something I'm proud of, but I always say "I love him". You do whatever you want, walk in and out of my life, and I let it happen. I'm always waiting with arms wide open, waiting for you to come back, because I always know you will. You'll stay with me for a brief moment, just enough to get my attention, and like the wind you're gone again.

Your feelings are unpredictable. Is there something there in your heart for me, or are you just looking for comfort and you know I'll be here? I've poured my heart out to you more times than I can even remember. I have tried so many ways to show you and tell you that I love you, but it means nothing to you.

I remember our first kiss. There are no words to describe my feelings for that moment. I've never felt anything like it in my life. I remember the first time we spent the night together, the first time we got dinner together, and I remember when I fell in love with you. What I don't remember is when you fell out of love with me.

I know every time I reminisce on our memories together, it's bittersweet. When anyone asks me my favorite memories, most of them involve you.

Last night, you kissed me like you meant it. All this time I've spent loving you, for what? Because you love me? You can't love someone at your convenience. I'm not here for you to love part time.

I'm no longer going to let you make me second guess myself. I don't have time to wait for you to grow up, while you hold me in our past, when I have so much more ahead of me.





Monday, January 24, 2011

Shoes don't stretch and men don't change.

There is no such thing as too much to handle, there's only too weak to handle it.
You just weren't strong enough to be my man, so don't try to make that my fault.
When you see me with someone else, I hope you imagine it's you.
It's your fault it's not.

You have no attachment to anyone, unless you allow yourself to be attached.
Don't do it. Anyone can leave you anytime they want to, so don't depend on them to stay.
No matter how great you think they are, if they don't see how great you are.. let them go.
You aren't attached to anyone.



There's no need to spend time trying to be like someone else.
There's nothing better than being your own self.
Even if you like different things from everyone else.
Be proud of who you are.
"One day you'll crash into this wall you've built"















do you know what it feels like loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away?

Somethings in life just don't make sense, so we put it in the past and we move on. dont worry about who's not thinking about you, because somewhere someone is.
im always attracted to anyone that's emotionally unavailable.
Be happy you didn't get stuck with someone who didn't know how great you are.